This LJ is 98% friends only. Posts prior to this date are visible as are Icon posts after this date, however ALL OTHER POSTS WILL BE FRIENDS LOCKED.

Why?

• I'm gossiping about things which may concern people who I don't want to read what I write about because either I'm having a rant OR I'm being a silly little girl - quite possibly both.
• My levels of insanity cannot always be understood by the general public especially when it comes to Dantes HAWTNESS.
• Uuuh I'm just cool like that?

After the intelligent post, comes the unintelligent one. Well not exactly unintelligent and most people won't find it very interesting as it's just something I want to get straight in my own head. Those who are interested might find it interesting though (can you tell I had shots tonight?)?

COSPLAY AND STUFFS in ze 09:

Midlands Expo ~ Feb 21st
Saturday - Rinoa (Dion Rogers){Final Fantasy VIII}

Kitacon ~ April 17th-19th
Friday - Rinoa (Dion Rogers) {Final Fantasy VIII}
Saturday - Lenalee {D.Gray-Man} 
Sunday - Gunslinger {Ragnarok Online} OR Yuna {FFX-2}

London Expo ~ May 23rd-24th
Saturday - Yuna {FFX-2}
Party - MAYBE: Kyrie {DMC4}
Sunday - Trish {DMC1 OR 4}

Alcon ~ 4th-6th September
Friday - N/A
Saturday - N/A
Sunday - N/A

London Expo October
Saturday - N/A
Ball/Part - N/A
Sunday - N/A

And how much is all this costing me?! Dear god I don't even want to think about it. Each con ends up at about £100 each, Midlands being the exception which is like £8 to get in. Kitacon is £158 (if I can't get anyone to split the hotel with me o_O) London Expo is like £35 for all the tickets can't remember if I paid for the rooms yet or not I have them booked, but I don't remember if I paid my dad back. Alcon is going to cost £114 then October Expo will probably be something similar. I can't keep this addiction up it's going to keeel me. And all this money is without the prices making the costumes XD Still it's fun as hell.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family and friends,vergils_girl of course XD

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Well I wasn't tagged, but... Insane? Maybe... far too intelligent for her own good, stubborn and competative, but warm and fuzzy underneath lol.

15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?
The one in Hellboy which thankfully escapes me now.

16. What’s your favorite item of clothing?
My big stompy boots :P

17. What's better: to give or to receive?
Ignoring whatever undertones there may be... if I'm honest receiving is always nicer, but when it's an act of good will with no other reason then the fuzzy feeling is also rewarding.

18. What turns you on in the opposite gender?
Longer or shaggy hair is good on guys in my opinion... not below the shoulder though. Oh should I mention my fixation with adam's apples?

19. Is there anything you want so bad right now?
Those Ebony and Ivory replicas on ebay... I would kill for them >_<

20. What should you be doing right now?
Err meh? Writing I guess, but now is ME time :P

21. Do you always use conditioner when washing your hair?
Yep, it'd be a pain in the butt otherwise.
 

I think I'm slightly tipsy so this post won't make much sense... my uncle bought me champagne and I've been drinking it whilst my friend blasts zombies on RE. He renamed Leon and Louis... comments constantly on Leon's emo fringe and Ashley has been shot in the head I don't know how many times, but yeah fun :D

Oh and also his little sister Lizzie was born today... uuh yesturday so it's a good day ^^

And now onto the important thing. I beat the system :P

Well sorta, but seriously I thought I was gonna get Cs and Ds I'd have been happy with 3As/A*s. But I got 6!! 1A* and 5As, then 2Bs and a C. The worse grades were, understandably, the subjects I taught myself with no tutors.

And now I can safely say my mind is made up on what to do next year, school can stick it because I'm not going back there as long as I live. So I'm going to Amersham to do my video game design course and I might do a Maths AS on the side.

I think one of the reasons I'm so happy is rubbing it in the faces of those who doubted me. Okay no one ever said they did, but my aunt's on my dad's side, dear god they're so prim and proper... in fact a conversation I overheard once was 'oh I bought a new recipie book today and just had to try one' my mother and I are standing there like wtf?!

So I guess I'm proof that if you're intelligent enough you don't have to do what everyone else does? I haven't been to school since year 8 and I'm most certainly better off for it in the end. If this had never happened I'd have never found the course, might have never even bothered to play video games at all so I'd say in the end, and it finally is the end thank god, I'm a better person because of it.

Now I shall list what I got for you to see my total amazing-ness :P

Enlish Literature - A*
English Language - A
Maths - A
Biology - A
Chemistry - A
French - A (Can you bloody believe it? FRENCH!!!)
ICT - B (Considering I learnt everything within 2 weeks of the test I'd say that's pretty good :P)
Physics - B
Psychology - C

It's not a perfect score by far, but you wouldn't believe how bloody happy I am seeing as two years ago I was pretty certain I wouldn't get any.

I suck at updating this thing. I suck at blogging full stop, I either get bored or too serious or something similar. Uhm so why did I decide to update?

Oh yeah, I finished Haunting Ground and it's really good. Capcom make me feel safe too what with the 'this game contains scenes of explicit violence and gore.' I'm normally wary of horror games and the reality of my playing one because I often stop and start them and never actually finish. There's something different about HG to say RE though. Maybe that the whole point of the game is to run away? It's not too hard to get the hang of either since there's normally only 1 person following you. Still I was stuck under a bench for fifteen minutes once >_< I also like the way Fiona acts normally - as in if you were a teenage girl in a freaky castle with lodsa random people chasing you this is how you'd react. And Hewie. Hewie is so cute, I want a Hewie...